I want my mommy!!!

Well as you know Matt has been taking Saphrin to gymnastics. Matt wanted me to go today but I am just to tired to do it and I'm very afriad that I'm going to have one of my dizzy espoides in the YMCA. I just can't sit down when it is a parent and me class. When Matt got there with Saphrin, she didn't want to be there with her father, she wanted to be there with me. She keep saying "I want my mommy. She always takes me." It is nice to be loved. It has also been a hard day of homeschooling. I hate when Griffin says that he doesn't feel good. I don't want to judge he and say no you are not just do your work. I want to be kind, but where does kindness and letting him do want he want come together. I told him it is just doing to be like school. If you don't feel well that is fine you will just have double the work to do tomorrow. That is what he would get in school. Well I need to go clean my house. It is a tiring job with 3 kids. What am I going to do with 2 more kids on the way? I'm CRAZY!!!!