Last Doctors Visit

I had my last doctors visit yesterday. It is becoming so real. I will have this babies in 5 more days. I'm a little scared and excited at the same time. I know what I getting myself into for one but not for two. It will be a hard road for a couple months but I WILL get through it. I have to. I'm a little worried about my attitude toward the kids. If I don't get enough sleep I will snap at them really badly. I'm thinking about posting verse all over the place seeing if that will help. This will be an exciting time for my family. I am also excited that the doctor same he came do the tubal when I have my C-section. Matt didn't want me going back in to do it. We don't want to anymore children so it works out well. I am alittle scared about that too. I know in my heart it is the right decision because I know that I can't handle anymore of kids but I know that I will want more. I guess that I will get over it. If God wants me to have more then I will. He is God and can do miracles. Well the doctor said that the boys were measuring about 6 and 7 pounds. For me that is good. I don't need a 10 pounder!! :) I happy it is almost over!!

Happy Thanksgiving!!

Happy Thanksgiving to all!! I am thankful for Matt, Griffin, Saphrin, Sophia, and the expectant twins, Estin and Keelen. I am also thankful for my friends. I love my friends. I am thankful for God and the gifts that he has given us and the gift I see him give other people. It is so nice to see God working. I am thankful for so much more but can't list it all. Love to all!!

Finally

Well today the scheduling department called to schedule my c-section. It makes me a little more nervous. My c-section is scheduled for December 2 at 12:45 pm. I thought it would be earlier. I have to be there by 10:30. I had also planned on getting my tubes tied. They said that I have to sign a release form 30 days before I have the procedure done. I was not to happy. I don't really want to go back into the hospital to have it done, so what do I do now? I guess that I will just have to do it. I just don't want to be away from my boys. They won't even be a month old went I do it. I guess I can't worry about it now. I just need to be thinking on the next thing I have to do, getting this boys to the date of December 2.

Can this just be done!?!?

Well I got sick this morning. I just want this to be done. I hate being sick maybe it is because I don't normally get sick. When I do it just feels unnatural!! I just think that I only have 2 weeks and a day left (15 days). Then I think am I ready for this? Being up all night with 2 newborn and then up all day with a 1 year old and 3 year old. I'm glad that I have people who care about me to help me. I hope that it all works out. I also think that it is just a season. It will be done soon. Then I will miss those days.

Being away from home is going ok. It really depends on the day. It is hard to my kids to be away from home. Last night Matt came over to his parents house where we were at and she cried went he left because she wanted him to put her to bed. It was cute and heartbreaking at the same time. That is why it will be nice to have the babies and be home!!

THERE IS NO PLACE LIKE HOME!!!

Wonderful Time!!

Yesterday I had another doctors appointment. He checked me and said that I was still not dilated. I was surprised. I have been having contractions. My back has been hurting too. He did an ultrasound again like he does everytime and the boys are measuring 35 weeks and a couple days. I am really surprised because I'm only 33 weeks. I have 2 weeks and 4 days left til I get to have my c-section. We also semi-confirmed my c-section date. December 2 is when I'm going to have the little ones. I'm getting really excited.

Three of my friend went up with me to my appointment and then we went out to eat. It was such a relaxing time. I felt like I was out all day. I kind of was. We left at 9 and didn't get back til 3:30. Matt watched the kids. I'm sure that he had fun. We also walked around the mall a little bit. That was a little taxing on me, but I knew that we wouldn't do it forever. I'm glad that I was able to have a fun time it may be my last for a while.

Movie night

Last night Matt come over for his days off. We got some movies. One that we watched as a family was Kung Fu Panda. It was really good. I liked it alot. Jack Black seems to make everything so funny.

Happy birthday!!!

Happy Birthday to ME!! I am 28 today!! I can't believe it. I have 3 children and 2 on the way. Who would ever think that I would have twin? and that at 28 I would be done having children. I have a wonderful husband (sometimes :)) One thing that I would like to work on is my relationship with God.

Pretty good day!!

Last night my stomach decided to reject everything that I had eaten that day, so I was up for 2 hours. That doesn't help when your children decided to wake up on Sunday at 5:30. UGH. I got up this morning and obviously didn't want to be up. The kids were pretty good though. I've been trying to be alittle better at parenting. I need to be because if I don't one: my parents will step in and I don't really like their parenting style, two: It is what I need to do for my kids. It will not get better when the babies come. SO, my loving grandma came done to watch my kids so I could take a nap. It was wonderful. Thank you Grandma. Well I've been doing well. On Saturday my stomach started hurt a little bit. It has gotten better. I only have 3 weeks and 1 days til the boys come!!

One week down

Today the kids and I have been at my parents house for a week. Boy is it tuff. It is not my home. My kids also want to go home. When you at house you feel so much more comfortable. I guess I will just have to wait. I am doing better though. I feel so much better. I don't know it is that I'm not really doing anything or what but I haven't been hurting.

Griffin didn't do very well over here with his schoolwork. He will just have to get use to it. I'm sure that he will do better next week because he knows what we expect.

I'm wiped out!

Well this weekend the kids and I moved in to my parents house until the babies are born. It is very hard. I love my husband and don't want to be away from him, but if I want help I needed to do this. It has been hard on everyone. We all want to see daddy!!! We miss him alot. We will get to see him tomorrow!!! I had a baby shower on Sunday. It was nice that my friend did that for me. It was the 2 host, my mom and me. I felt really bad that no one else came, but it was nice to talk to my friend that I don't get to see very much. It was kind of funny because all three of us girls were pregant... Kati, Reghan and I. That thought that was cute!