I had my last doctors visit yesterday. It is becoming so real. I will have this babies in 5 more days. I'm a little scared and excited at the same time. I know what I getting myself into for one but not for two. It will be a hard road for a couple months but I WILL get through it. I have to. I'm a little worried about my attitude toward the kids. If I don't get enough sleep I will snap at them really badly. I'm thinking about posting verse all over the place seeing if that will help. This will be an exciting time for my family. I am also excited that the doctor same he came do the tubal when I have my C-section. Matt didn't want me going back in to do it. We don't want to anymore children so it works out well. I am alittle scared about that too. I know in my heart it is the right decision because I know that I can't handle anymore of kids but I know that I will want more. I guess that I will get over it. If God wants me to have more then I will. He is God and can do miracles. Well the doctor said that the boys were measuring about 6 and 7 pounds. For me that is good. I don't need a 10 pounder!! :) I happy it is almost over!!
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